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С возрастом я понял, что слова "прийти в себя" означают "прийти к другим", потому что именно эти другие с рождения объясняют тебе, какие усилия ты должен проделать над собой, чтобы принять угодную им форму. Но дело не в этом. Я полагаю это выражение не вполне подходящим для описания моего состояния, потому что, очнувшись, я не просыпаюсь полностью, а как бы осознаю себя в зыбком неглубоком дрёме, в том знакомом каждому человеку нематериальном мире на границе сна и бодрствования, где всё, что есть вокруг - это мгновенно возникающие и растворяющиеся в сознании видения и мысли, а тот, вокруг кого они возникают, сам по себе начисто отсутствует. Все мы в этой жизни дремлем. А просыпаемся лишь с ее концом.

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released August 3, 2017

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Track Name: Insipid Skin
I wish these days were gone
Erased from my memory completely
Rewound back the regrets grown
Embody my husk in front of you
Back there when I felt so strong
Yet weak enough to let you slip away
Your name a melody unspeakable to me
In my desire there is grief
I cringe sitting beside you
Rewound back the regrets grown
Embody my husk in front of you
Back there when I felt so strong
Yet weak enough to let you slip away
Your name a melody unspeakable to me
I wish these years were gone
Track Name: Metamorphosis
Like a dead enveloped by imperfect reality. Through solipsism turned against oneself.
I roam familiar landscapes filled with frinedly faces
but the voices fade as I drift away.
I wanted to change, I wanted to be better but woke one day from troubled dreams as a vermin, though body didn't change - it was imperfect from the start. No what has changed was mind and heart of mine. Theres no more will, no lust for life and I can only hope that someone comes along with means to end this drift apart and backwards through the well; where orange light beside gives warmth and comfort but reminds of hell.
Track Name: sunnydale smother
I burned my eyes out
Senseless words filling phrases
Fallen just to break the silence
Forced indifference pale like stones
Lacking coincidence settled goals
Wish you felt the way I do
I've never knew what you meant
If that's all we can talk about
I'm better off saying nothing.
Track Name: Neglected
The day I gave up on you my ego split
Coexistence is painful but at least half of me glad you're gone
Trust get chocked up right before my eyes
Spoken the words dissipating me inside
This place meant to never be seen again.
Track Name: Tin Foil Girls With Cobra Feet
tin foil girls with cobra feet
Acronym shore for snake head
Healing over the resemblance of you in me
Closing my eyes but still see the grid
Of stiff patterns I gasp for your share
With the hope in my mind
It's gonna get better next time
I still walk alone
Realization comes resurrected
From the lowest we were to the highest
Entity of shadows here at the point
Wanted to know you so bad
Though abandoned in mid air
Embrace how calm are the hills
The patience I never miss the perfidy
Where did we see ourselves
And where I found myself
The thoughts I choose to ignore
The pain I choose to ignore
Acronym shore for snake head
Healing over the resemblance of you in me
Closing my eyes but still see the grid.